but I digress. I guess this era of what I write will have to do more with readjusting than it will with France, but I guess that is interesting too. I'm trying to find a balance between what I loved about France, and what I know I do love about the United States. I got back to San Diego last week, and I'm staying with some friends who told me I could stay here as long as I want rent-free, which is... really nice of them. I'm looking for a job here. Since everrything is up in the air, I sent in my application to be an assistant again, but I'm two months late on it, (cause I was like - there teaching...) so I don't know if that will work out. Everything is just crazy. Tomorrow I am heading down to the DMV where I will take (again) my written motorcycle test, (I passed it like 2 years ago but didn't have any money to actually buy a bike so I didn't get my license,) then my friend Jules said she would just straight let me USE her bike, which is awesome. So, I'm hoping soon I will get my license for that, since I don't have a car, or a job - that's pretty cool.
So I find myself looking for jobs here, finding ways that I'd like to use my intelligence and potential here in the States, but like I've said before.. everything just seems so up in the air. I guess this weekend was really helpful for me though. I got to hang out with Ken, go to Fry's, eat pho, smell the san diego air, listen to music I'd missed over the past 9 months - all of those things made me remember home, which was good. Still, I have absolutely no job prospects, and everything i apply for keeping shoving its nose at me. Maybe I am not good enough to do what I want, but then again, I can't think of a single thing I've ever just given up at before... so I guess I'll keep barking up this tree and see what happens.
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